needless to say, this whole experience has been one high and dip after another. thursday was no exception as i received a call that morning saying we were licensed and ready to go. i was told that everything had been turned over to CPS. upon contacting CPS i was expecting to be told that they would be bringing gray this weekend or next week.........not so much.... long story short: after speaking with our cps worker, her supervisor and the adoption coordinator for the northern region i found out that our cps worker had not informed the dallas region that we had moved to houston. i wish i could say i was shocked, but i was not. this is the same CPS worker that we dealt with before with the twins and to put it bluntly...the lights are on but nobody's home. so.....much frustration on thursday. i'm also tired of being told "time frames" because they keep changing. i have resolved that we will get him when we get him.
i woke up around 4am friday morning feeling burdened, frustrated and wanting so much to hold my baby. i felt God's presence gently remind me to be patient........He often has to do that with me :)
thank you for your prayers during this roller coaster ride! i don't know what we would do without your encouraging emails, words, prayers and support!
i will be blogging updates now....it's much easier than emailing everyone. feel free to check in to get updates!
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